So here we go!

So here it is... I have decided to go public with my weight loss journey after being inspired greatly by my good friend Sheree. Follow and support her at

 http://mygiantjourney.tumblr.com/

So I have struggled with my weight for years... Ever since I can remember I was always bigger than my friends. I could never share clothes... Heck, it was hard to even find clothes! I have always gone back and forth taking pride in being a bigger gal to hating and being completely disgusted with the way I look. I have decided once and for all that I want to be healthy.... not skinny. I know everyone says that but don't get me wrong. Skinny is totally a plus to being healthy :) I want to feel good and look good and be able to be comfortable with how I look on the outside because I have come to terms with myself on the inside. I want to be something my wonderful boyfriend is proud of (even though I know he loves me... It's important for me to feel this way).

I have lost a significant amount of weight before, but looking back I know it was done out of depression and not in a healthy way. This go around I am hoping to gain support and keep myself accountable with this blog. I know I need to make a life change... not just lose weight.

I am in my sisters wedding in September followed by a friend's wedding the weekend after. I REFUSE TO BE THE FAT BRIDE'S MAID. September isn't very far away and I know it wont be the end of my journey, but I am willing to work hard for results.

I have decided my weigh in dates will be on Sunday mornings. So I am giving myself a couple days to prepare for the first weigh in.

Thank you to my friends, family and my wonderful boyfriend Mikal for all your love and encouragement. I can't do this without you <3